I had a good start today and I was really feeling high :-) But can't this feeling ever last? Do I have to be in despair as the day comes to an end?? Why?? I just can't understand, I'm trying so hard not to let this get to me but... *sigh*

   I'm sighing all the time now. And right now I'm hating everything... everyone... no one cares... but of course everyone has a world of their own. I don't own them, then what right do I have to object?? None right!!! I know I know.... Okay I'm sorry.....

  Not angry at anyone but just myself....