I see my heart fall to pieces
in front of my eyes
i see myself bleed
until I'm gone
I'm just a Shadow
or maybe a memory?
of what i used to be
I'm no longer living
I'm part of the dead
Where is my grave
I want to be laid
alone in the dark
with no one around
to see my tears
my fatal wounds
with no one to talk
just myself and my thoughts
  

P.S I haven't edited or reread it so, well sorry if it a torture for you to read. You don't have to read it you know.It's your own choice...