Unwanted are your souls
cause I for myself now suffice
No words to say or feelings to pour
cause the gashes of my heart
have left a bottomless hole
and my sorrow no longer over flows
But in my voice at times you may see
the hint of rivers behind my eyes that roar.

 

   Sometimes the tears don't come and yet you still feel as if you have been crying for a very long time. The guilt of everything you have ever done burdens your shoulders and no matter how hard you try you can't throw it off. You carry it around until you fall, fall to the ground on your knees and beg God to forgive you.

   But things cling to you not willing to let go. No matter how long you repent the guilt remains. What could be a greater punishment then being so aware of the wrong, remorse is indeed the most powerful and painful feeling of this world but it will be rewarding in the other world. At least I regret it... that's the first step to goodness... and I believe once you start walking this path Allah will definitely assist you and help you throughout until you reach your destination.