"Kia bat thi us rat ki
un chand lamho k ehsas ki
wo awaz thi ya soor-e-zindagi
dil me jo ja basi
aj bhi karta ha yad
dil us waqt ki bat
ek pal ko hi sahi
mile the hum kabhi..."
Chaman khizan ka deewana buhat hwa
Wafa ka qissa purana buhat hwa
Bhul bhi ja ab aae dil
Yar ko gae zamana buhat hwa
Wo kehta tha tumhain na chor k jaienge
Yunhi dil ma basainge
Kia hwa un ehad-o-paiman ka na puch
Chor k ab fasana begana buhat hwa.
I don't wanna let you go..not yet... not so quick.. I haven't had enough of you.. I don't wanna have to wait, counting the days and minutes before we get a chance to meet again. We have said so many good-bye's but this one seems to be settling a gloom over my heart, something is telling me that this is final. But it can't be. I'm not gonna let you go so easily.
A flower that has seen many storms, has faced the changes of the weather, has been through the rough and cruel cold and yet always survived. Wilting yet never dying completely now seems to be falling apart. Each fragrant petal.. falling a different path and leaving only a trace of its existence.. a slight memory and fading away at last... I'm trying to hold it in my palm but my efforts are all futile... Its slipping away like sand ... Taking a part of me along.. leaving me wretched...
Sadiyan teri samait k jo legaya Qateel
Ab lout ke tere pas wo pal na aeyga
Endings are always painful.. parting and moving on towards your own ways is never easy... The sweet past, it's scented memories entangle you in their branches clinging to you like thorns yet such beautiful, delicate thorns. Making you drown again and again into the long gone days never to come back and all you can do is sigh and wish...
Kaisa lagta ha jab sab kuch mil jane k bad achanak chin jae... ap asmaan se pataal me aa girain... be-sar-o-saman... kisi bhole bhatke musafir ki tarah jis ki manzil kho gai ho...
Kitni takleef hoti ha jab apki tamanain puri ho kar bhi adhori reh jati hn....
Kitni takleef hoti ha jab apki tamanain puri ho kar bhi adhori reh jati hn....
The delicacy of glass makes me want to break it, shatter it with my bare palms; to feel the pain of being broken... seeing the red mass drip to the floor, like the petals of a red rose scattering as if the wind blows..
.
To make the wind blow so hard that tree's shake with fear, the sky turns dark and pelts the earth with heavy rain drops, and crystal tears glow on the tree tops...
To make the wind blow so hard that tree's shake with fear, the sky turns dark and pelts the earth with heavy rain drops, and crystal tears glow on the tree tops...
Today I'm feeling so good! My heart is light, I'm ready to fly away with the wind and reach the clouds. I even studied today with compassion! isn't that unbelievable??
I spent a lot of time with myself and the good memories I have stored in the tiny brain of mine today! Life sure is wonderful if you wanna see it that way. It's all about our perceptions, we alone have the power to make life beautiful or miserable! But one can't always be in the same ecstatic mood all the time of course. I'm sure as death that even these sweet memories won't always be a source of happiness, sometimes I will miss 'em and get sad and at other times I will just be happy that once it was...
I wish that the trip dad was planning and what I have in mind for it does really happen. If it goes as planned I will live my whole life in those 15 days and treasure the memory forever. <3
Talking of the trip reminds me of the last one. Wasn't it like the best-est best-est thing ever!! Well I guess I'm over doing it now, I can definitely think of a million n zillion of things that if not better were equally good!
Some people come in our lives for such a small time but astoundingly leave behind such effects, memories and blah blah that they are one of the most important things that ever happened to you. Like the people we met on the train, what was it? 27 hours I think? and yet it was a wonderful time.. *staring into space with that look on my face* And talking about the train reminds me of life itself! It's a journey similar to it, having good times and bad but on the whole it's a wonderful experience.
And yeah while talking about people who leave their imprints how can I leave out Arrats! Noway! Nobody can compete you, except of course M&M and yeah choi moi as well and maybe some other people , but that's totally different isn't it? yeah it is! So of course in the memories I revealed today Arrats had a major part and some other unnamed people too. I don't like the name Arrats =/ I'll think of another one, hmmm..
Now my dear sis is interrupting my writing so I'll be back in a while! Dear words stay with me =)
Hmmm.. so! We had this fashion show on Eid with a dress code of 'saree' :P it was so stupid that we really enjoyed it! I'm never wearing a saree again ! My cousins wanted to have another similar event again with sharara's. It would be fun I guess. I checked my mom's wedding sharara today but man it's so heavy! I'm not gonna wear that :O I'll think of something else I suppose. Lets see what happens. *excited*
I have exams coming up in October and I'm TOTALLY UNPREPARED! Last year around this time of year I had covered at least half of the course but this time I haven't even made my notes yet :O What am I gonna do *wails* Allah please help me and you guys please pray for me. And I think I should go study instead of waste time here on my bekar blog =/ see ya later.
I spent a lot of time with myself and the good memories I have stored in the tiny brain of mine today! Life sure is wonderful if you wanna see it that way. It's all about our perceptions, we alone have the power to make life beautiful or miserable! But one can't always be in the same ecstatic mood all the time of course. I'm sure as death that even these sweet memories won't always be a source of happiness, sometimes I will miss 'em and get sad and at other times I will just be happy that once it was...
I wish that the trip dad was planning and what I have in mind for it does really happen. If it goes as planned I will live my whole life in those 15 days and treasure the memory forever. <3
Talking of the trip reminds me of the last one. Wasn't it like the best-est best-est thing ever!! Well I guess I'm over doing it now, I can definitely think of a million n zillion of things that if not better were equally good!
Some people come in our lives for such a small time but astoundingly leave behind such effects, memories and blah blah that they are one of the most important things that ever happened to you. Like the people we met on the train, what was it? 27 hours I think? and yet it was a wonderful time.. *staring into space with that look on my face* And talking about the train reminds me of life itself! It's a journey similar to it, having good times and bad but on the whole it's a wonderful experience.
And yeah while talking about people who leave their imprints how can I leave out Arrats! Noway! Nobody can compete you, except of course M&M and yeah choi moi as well and maybe some other people , but that's totally different isn't it? yeah it is! So of course in the memories I revealed today Arrats had a major part and some other unnamed people too. I don't like the name Arrats =/ I'll think of another one, hmmm..
Now my dear sis is interrupting my writing so I'll be back in a while! Dear words stay with me =)
Hmmm.. so! We had this fashion show on Eid with a dress code of 'saree' :P it was so stupid that we really enjoyed it! I'm never wearing a saree again ! My cousins wanted to have another similar event again with sharara's. It would be fun I guess. I checked my mom's wedding sharara today but man it's so heavy! I'm not gonna wear that :O I'll think of something else I suppose. Lets see what happens. *excited*
I have exams coming up in October and I'm TOTALLY UNPREPARED! Last year around this time of year I had covered at least half of the course but this time I haven't even made my notes yet :O What am I gonna do *wails* Allah please help me and you guys please pray for me. And I think I should go study instead of waste time here on my bekar blog =/ see ya later.
Muted prints in the sands of times... faded words of great grandeur... old things priceless like vintage... forgotten lands... dreams of man... and death ended all plans...
Twinkling eyes... lips curved in smiles... joyous sparks emitting from life... a seconds break... the twinkling is replaced... the smile dulls... joy escapes...
