Another day gone by. Another end.... The sun went down and the sky was orange.. fiery red.. and now it dark like the night...


   Black...

   Silent....


   Sad....

  
   Last night it rained in my world... like cats and dogs... leaving me drenched and chilled to the bone... But Alas.... i was unable to drown myself in it....
   It wasn't the first time, it wasn't the first end but it was the earliest end of a new beginning... and I hope I never feel that way again... It was like hell.. seriously.. I couldn't take it. It was killing me....

   Maybe she will be happy hearing this. She will be pleased to know I was broken... badly... cruelly... But maybe this isn't where it ends. I guess I have to go through a lot more. And still she won't be satisfied...never...


   I haven't got a single word to describe what I went through...And why should I tell you anyways...

   Imagination.... such a blessing!!! I don't know what to say.. so it's gonna be just pictures for today :-)






   It's such a big part of life. Just like hope...







 It can make you reach the highest of skies or dive in the deepest of oceans....


  

 It's just lovely :-) It makes life colorful !!!

 


 

   Today I feel happy!! really happy Alhamdolillah Masha' Allah  :-). I'm not on cloud nine but maybe somewhere near it :-D and thnx to M$M for it :-P and umm.. someone else :-"> LOL I think I'm sounding crazy!!!

   It rained today and guess what I actually liked it after a long time. Ok well I didn't feel that old pleasure but still it was something :-) I'm really liking this weather!! It's awesome. Hope winter comes soon!! Wanna feel the cold, the chills...

   I wrote a poem in the morning but it no longer suits my mood so I guess I'll not write it down today. Maybe some other day :-)

  *SMILES*

   I don't know what to write today. I'm quite blank. Come to think of it ain't I always? *sigh* I just can't come out of this silence.. Last night I started to feel so terrible for no reason at all. I just wanted to run away.. Go somewhere far where even I can't find myself. Where no one can reach me. But that's not possible.. *sigh*

   I tried to study today but just couldn't. I don't wanna give these papers. I wanna go. Somewhere... Anywhere... please ;( Take me away....