Will you ever let me live in peace. Please stop making life hell. Please... I don't even have any anger left.. I'm feeling so... so dead.. helpless.. i have no strength left to argue, or to keep up with you... I feel finished.. used up now. I won't ask you to leave again..

   I think it's high time I left this world too.. the online world... I'm really at a loss.. I've never felt like this while writing.. I'm writing as if some really ill person.. one who is on his death bed is writing his last words... who knows maybe they really are...

   Well.. Allah hafiz..

   God! I'm getting so insufferable :O I'd better stay away.. Something provoke me and now I'm taking it out on the wrong people. Sick of myself... :(:( I'm sorry... Damn.. Ah! SORRY....

   Only if you learn to be contented you'll be happy. Be glad at whatever you had and treasure those memories of what you had as a means to happiness. Never let anything get to you. You have so many reasons to be happy then why ponder on the sad ones? It's senseless to do that. So guess what! I have no hard feelings. I'm happy for everything that was and that is.You are great and it will remain so. Thanks for when you were there and thanks for tolerating me now.

   Thank you for giving me such a nice friend and making me a bit strong :)

   Maybe a confused individual has no right to complain, after all you yourself give reasons to people to say or act the way they do. Anyone can control your life because you let them, you never take a stand, HELL with you.. :@ You deserve this.








  
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